i am happy to hear your words, i am always happy to read your words, regardless of what they be. I saw the new batman movie "The Dark Knight" this past week. Heath Ledger did a beautiful job in portraying the psychotic/neurotic joker .... in fact, it was the most disturbing portrayal of batman and the joker that i have ever seen .... yet, after the movie, listening to the music at the ending credits (by Hans Zimmer), i had only one word to describe the movie and music and subject matter with one word: beautiful. I related to it the darkness becuase i myself tend to have mental depressions ... yet it was beautiful, not a comic book remake, but a deep probe into human ethics, a deep questioning of what IS moral. Darkness helps me see the little lights of beauty. In the depths of depression, you have a light that i find so intriguing: a poem that i think is appropriate:

 

Strayed into myself, to find this sort of faint star

that shone even in this divde, of where i'd come to be displaced

but maybe here where time is fleeting,  I'll try to fly but NOT TO STRAY,

 

Cause we face the tides of will and divine

though we mystify what we flee and feel today.

 

Strained by the overgrown dreams, rooted in disillusionment

But in the hour fate flaws, i know i'm not alone

and fall, its the way i know

and fall, it's the way i'll grow