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I don’t know why recently, if I am still awake till the time passes to 12 in the midnight, I will be definitely in difficult to fall to sleep. When it unfortunately happens, I am used to getting up, switching on my computer, lightening up all candles, playing my music gently and letting my fingers dance on the keyboard. I feel extremely relieved after that. I tell myself: taotao, it is the time to try something new, it is the time to move on, it is the time to forget what you should forget, to remember what you should remember. I tell myself again again and again, cherish people around me; do appreciate what the god gives to me…My eyes get blurred, the doctor said the contact lens should not be in your eyes for more than 10 hours. I never listen, I feel I am stupid. My eyes feel like going to bed but my brain not. How funny it is. I still remember my first year of uni, reviewing the whole night till the sunrise came. The view was beautiful. I also remember the rainbow I saw and the fresh air I smelled…Wish I will have a nice day tomorrow and sleep well tomorrow. Good night, baby taotao.